I had a short conversation with a couple of wonderful friends after school today. We got to talking about the upsetting behaviors of high school students. Why are the guys such players? Why are the girls so mean? Everyone is shallow, fake, and they think way too highly of themselves.
Also, high school is just getting old. The only class I struggle to understand is math, and I really could care less about it. All of the homework, the daily, pointless tests, on and on the list goes.
I'm deeply considering going post-secondary, as soon as next year. So are they. It seems like a good idea. Get away from the awful people and actually LEARN. Now that sounds like my scene.
It's a decision I'm going to have to struggle to make, I'll have to talk to my dean, my parents, friends. I don't want to go to college so young and alone.
It's a life choice, and I'm really not great at deciding big stuff like this. But I will ponder endlessly, and I'm sure it'll end up so that one sole thing decides my future. Something trivial, like a fortune cookie, or a statement made by my 40-year-old cousin, or I'll fall and wake up with my choice. I don't know. I just don't know.
What I do know? High school is getting old.
December 01, 2008
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Well you wouldnt be too alone. I want to go post secondary too. School is boring as hell, AND I get math. So its extra boring.
oh i totally agree..but than i feel like i'll totally miss everyone and everything. It feels like such a huge decision to make so soon
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