hi.

I never imagined I'd be one of those girls who had a huge obsession with someone famous. Sure, I used to watch The Holiday a lot because Jude Law was attractive. But that crush was in no comparison to the fixation I have on Robert Pattinson.

"Loving" a celebrity is stupid. Ridiculous. Unreasonable. Ludicrous. Absurd. Downright shameful. And such a waste of time!

Yet here I am, being stupid, ridiculous, unreasonable, ludicrous, absurd, shameful, and wasting time. I'm not going to meet Robert Pattinson. Unless I stalked him, and I just don't have the resources to do that. And I doubt he'd really love some 15 year old chick creeping on him. So this is stupid. I have pictures of him everywhere. I look at him all the time. I can't help myself.

How much time must pass before I can say "Oh yeah, I remember when I was totally obsessed with him. What a fool I was!"? Months, years?

Unbelievable. I am unbelievable. I annoy myself.