February 02, 2009

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it seems that i have 5 days until i take the test to get my license. that is something that has not completely escaped my mind for a moment. the idea that in 5 days, i no longer need to spend so much time with my parents. that might sound mean, but...well, yeah it is mean. but i know my parents and i know how unhappy i am around them. the thought of driving away from that house all by myself sounds too good to be true. of course, i'll be getting a job shortly after getting my license and i will spend even less time at home. i may be the only teenager to say this, but i am really excited to get a job.

with my explanation above, you can see that if i fail my test even once, i will go into quite a deep depression of some sort. i'm putting quite a bit of pressure on myself and i hope that i can do well under pressure.

that'd be just the dandiest thing, failing my test on my birthday and going in to a week-long depression until i had a shot to try it again. happy fricking birthday to me.



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